mundane

hmm it feels like i haven been blogging

jus finish a week of work

i guess i have realise how much dreading work becomes when u don have the right mentality

the drive is all jus not there

life have become so mundane..

i look fwd to getting home after 6 everyday

and looking at my ipod and smiling at it when people on the train thinks i m mad lolx


i also look back at time (as i always do.. since i live in the past anyway)
i seem to have not much serious recollection of tings
those memories seem so vivid to me
but yet i also realise i gain friends that i nvr wanna lose
clique,gfs n lovelies

it kind of dawn upon me recently that tis year is actualli ending in a matter of 2 weeks
as i look back and figure what exactly happen
the onli word that came to my mind was study..
i guess tis whole year was all abt it..

hmm okx so much of my reminiscing thots..

moving on to things that happen

went to sundown festival seoul'd out
it felt like i was in sec 2 .. doin crazy tings and chasing idols lolx
n also i can't believe that i actualli saw korean stars in real person
esp ft island
hmmm.. hahahax i m mad ya!

did sumtin crazy agn ytd.. but shan't disclose cause i wil get slaughtered by my mum lolx

hmmm i m so not looking fwd to tmls.. where real work is gonna start...
my email and laptop is coming..
hmmm scary ya!
and my boss is returning too
i jus pray tat thurs is gonna b a half day.. so that i could meet up with gfs earlier..

have been on reading spree too
completed digital fortress and love rosie..

i m super tempted to get another book.. and i alr have targets wakakakakax

hmm shld b heading out in the late evening to get pressie.. cause i m onli left with today.. which i jus freaking realise ytd.. OMG i haven get the exchange gift and eve is on next thursss.. which i will b slogging my ass of at MOM...

hmm piggy pearlyn is also coming back.. and oh i miss her like loads.. it felt like i haven seen her for 10 years when she is jus gone for monthsss..

hmm i guess tats abt much i m updating n ranting as usual

ending with

the magical silence

what's next??

its my 120th post

listening to super junior sorry sorry answer and its you rearranged while writing tis post

hubbies are loved

hmm the qns WHAT'S NEXT

exams ended.. prom ended.. what's next??

my dad ask me tis qns.. so how?? what u wan to do???

my answer to him is ..

i m goin to ministry of manpower.. till 10th april 2010

yeaps.. i got an admin job at MOM

call it luck or wats

i never gave a serious thot of work and yet i m starting work in a day's time

its time i change my mentality.. and of course say hello to work..


hmm abt prom

firstly thanks to gfs for always being there with me

pre prom.. post prom..

thanks for everything .. and u are being love loads and loads

i will b there for all of yax.. jus like how u all were there for me always..

second will b class lovelies who made my repeat jc years that wonderful

memories will b kept with me even if we have gone our seperate ways

thankx for all those memories and i will always rmb 08s07

kip in contact ya!

third would b those whom have help in one way or another ...

thankx for everything.. and i hope for the best for all of yax...

u have made my jc life a fruitful one.. thankx..

hmmm i do not have pics of prom.. cause i m too lazy to upload the pics into my com..

yeapss and so i will end here

i m drowned in tears.. cause nostalgia kips flowing in me...

dim sum ya!

hmm another awesome day out with gfs

dim sum at geylang and flea at changi lolx

tmls is prom ya

seems like long day for us ahead and yet i m not resting earli

hmmm awesome huhx

wish me luck.. cause i kinda look damn chui now


no fairytales in reality

face it ya!

as much as i wanna dream of it..


i can still rmb the dream till today even if it past a few days

i realli hope to have it back

but ...

haishhh i m confused with my thots agn

as much as i wanna have it..

but when u have it alr.. it will b gone agn

that kind of longing feeling is unbearable

aishhh...

hmm ending with

wasurerarenai..

gfs <3

hmm.. ytd was an AWESOME night out with my gfss

i guess its been realli long since we all met up n have FUN

and still do retarded tings together...

hmmm... love them to bits bits bits

exams offcially ended..

prom is next monday

hmmm

still thinking of getting my manicure n pedicure

aish but so much for being a poor kid

and i haven met up with clique

hmmm...

sometimes we jus don realise how much we have miss out...

and those little nitty gritty are jus wat makes everything complete

okx i jus cleared my notes and stuff.. and now my table of books has shrink to onli 2 files

i m awesome rite!

hmm...i think i m goin to end...

ending with

many misses..

choices

hmmm ytd was a day of reflections...

had insomnia ... din sleep much

but thot alot

hmmm the power of choices..

i guess sometimes we don even realise how much effects will those choices bring us until we realli experience the effects

hmmm regardless gd or bad choices..

i guess those are lessons that we mus learn

hmmm

watching 2012 ytd .. mankind selfishness.. the ugly nature of mankind..was appropriately potrayed.. and of course vice versa

watched new moon also.. hmmm kind of realise how much i have lost touch with new moon.. the movie definitely brought back loads of memories

hmm paper is on thursday and next mon is prom

i suddenly felt at a lost of wat to do..

it seem like studying took up the whole of my time tis year.. suddenly we need not study.. we are free..

hmm its sudden..and im at a lost

as usual too much thots running through my mind agn

i hate it when i have so much to say.. yet its so hard to articulate it out

sometimes i feel like i m not a honest person

hmm i guess i m too use to kipping and bottling things up

cause its always the best way out??

i felt like i m not looking forward

i m always living in the past..

as much as people move on with their lives.. i m still where i m

and i hate the part of unknown..

everything seems unknown...

no certainty.. nothing...

hmmm tats abt all.. with emo talk

ending with

我刚发现所谓的明天未必等于会拥有以后。。。

after so so so long

yeaps brenda was nagging at me to blog hahahahax cause its been damn long since i blog

hahahahax

hmm a's is almost over

one more to go
and its officially ending

hmm head out ytd but din enjoy much cause i was down with a cold aishhh

but yeaps i recovered after sleeping for the whole afternoon today lolx

hmmm

i guess a's is realli the hardest ting that i went through in my life till now

the emotional and physical toll is realli madness

but i realli thank those who studied and supported me through tis

thankx people.. i realli miss all of u!!

we will meet up and have fun

yeapsss i guess some tings when it comes into realisation its kinda shocking

but we jus have to accept it and act accordingly

hmm..

i suddenly have a lost of words

okie i will end here

ending with

many misses

caught up

i guess i m so caught up with tings

and till today when i saw..

then i realise how much i have forgotten

how much i have missed

i stood frm afar and look

i guess it was my habit

.. haishhh i m lost for wordss

i yearn for ...=(

yeapss.. exams in a weeks time

so yeaps shld b off to hiatus

till like after dec 3rd

yeaps too clique, gfs, lovelies

we will have fun after that kx?

i will b twitterin though

catch my rants there lolx

take care people

ending with

i jus realise

why i mus
sarangun hajimayo